was that previous post written by me?

there is no way

i am so not that happy loving parent in the previous post

I am nasty, crabby, I have no patience & yell at them non stop,
the foaming at the mouth kind of yelling too

pretty

pretty embarassing



I have busted my ass to do all this crap for them at school, volunteering, teacher appreciation week, running them to tutoring, getting them through their homework......I want to be the mom they think of as she was always there to help me, she helped at school, she was there FOR me when i needed her, but will they see that especially now when i am acting like a nasty beeeeeeeotch?????

who foams at the mouth at them

probably not

they have been so nasty to me, to each other.....to their friends. I dont know what we are doing that isnt working but IT ISNT WORKING

We have had drama with friends too

lovely

There is NO JOY in this house, i dont know what to do..................this is not how i saw things....where did things changed?

trying to get things lined up for Cierra as far as finding out what is up with her. Have only heard negative feedback about Cierra from her teacher, but we see progress, no more tears with homework........ thats progress, right??

Sky is succeeding in her class.

the is the only consistent thing that is happening in my life right now, is that I have been working out
.....have added walking & running..... 3 days of REALLLLLY intense working out...2 days of at walk/run. BUT the scale hasnt moved.............keep trying

I dont know who is reading this, maybe i shouldnt even be putting this out there..............

I Need supernanny,

NOW

"naughty step" & all

with "techniques"

for the "pair of us"

or someone......

come in, give us some advice, show us what we are doing that is wrong.....help us fix this mess.....................................

it is not all a mess, the girls are so sweet & loving & nurturing. they have great sense of humor & love to laugh, they are such girlie girls. The love gum, they love Lady Gaga. AThey love to help me with jobs, like hanging stuff, rolling socks, prepping dinner. Family fun night is still fun. They look forward to it every week,

Just want things to settle here.

ok done
tomorrow will be better

no more foaming